Last night it burned, this morning it burned, why god? Universe?

So every day is a struggle what I think is prostatis goes up and down. When it acts up pee takes forever to come out while burning me inside, pressure in pelvic area and UTI like symptoms. 

It sucks so bad I've down about smashing my thing between a door or cutting it off. Worst of all the people you are suppose to depend on like family are literally the last people you can trust.

Making matters worst my prostatis hurts more when I'm sitting so they expect me to drive for 30-40 mins? Telling me I have to live like this? Seriously family = useless 

I hope the urologist clears this up so I can live normal and just get a job, move out and live on my own. I just want to live normally again.